1st week of May!

hey guys! there is not really much happend to me this week except dancing at the poh show, freddy's bday at space 212 and a new tattoo. yes! a new tattoo! im suppose to go today but due to a series of chained events, i ended up going a day early. i got an "eye of horus" on my right shoulder. its an egyptian symbol that suppose to bring protection and good luck to the bearer. and it is also a tribute to the 6 senses (hear, see, smell, touch, feel and thought). i wasnt really prepared when i got to the tattoo parlor. i had an idea but thats all i had. thank god the dude in the parlor is very good with photoshop. he basically worked with me till i was more than satisfied with the final design (i made the eye a little bit chinky coz i am filipino lol). i felt kinda bad that we took a long time with the final design coz the main reason i was there was joanna. she was getting her 1st tattoo and she "want and need" me to be there (aww!). too bad i missed the 1st pricks but other than that, i was right there by her side telling her to breath so she wouldnt faint lol! this is my 2nd tattoo so i kinda know what kind of pain to expect already. its pretty much tolerable, the only notable fact was that my tattoo artist is an old korean lady that kept calling me "baby" which made me a little uncomfortable but it was all good. i dont have any pics of my tat yet coz im kinda selfconcious with my body right now lol! gimme 2 weeks after the scabbing is done and i'll post it promise!





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speaking of promises, here is one:

as most of you know already, i love quotes. so here the quote of the day!

"If you love something set it free, if it returns it was meant to be..."

you guys probably heard this quote a million times before and in my opinion, its pretty much overly used by people to comfort someone that is going thru a break up. nope, im not going thru a breakup (far from it) but the reason its on my mind right now is, what would you do if they do come back but you dont feel the same anymore? its been a re-occuring problem for me and yea i know i sound such an asshole for not taking them back but COME ON NOW!!!!! its been 1 , 2 and fucking 7 years ago!!! and still expecting me to have arms wide open for them?! are you fucking kidding me?! im apologizing for my ranting lol! but i've learned so much through the years and a clear lesson i've learned is to never make someone a priority when they only make you an option. i believe this is a very sad example for this especially because it makes me look like their very last option *tears* lol. i dont really know what to do but right now instead of thinking too much about this, im just gonna smile and enjoy life. i hope you guys are doing the same =)

>neo